I started this "get fit" idea on January 11,2010 because it was after my birthday: the cake, the food, the alcohol. I figured 31 would be the year to finally focus on improving myself both physically and mentally. This has proven to be a very tough and tiresome adventure. Exercise has never come easy for me. It was never anything i looked forward to, but i did it to 'maintain'. However, i have stopped maintaining and just existed( if this is what it is called), which is why i am in the situation i am in now!!! Surprisingly the exercise is easy (with someone standing over me), its the 'eating better' that is hard!!! When you are watching every single penny its hard not to consider the "CHURCHES 2-piece SPECIAL" over baked chicken and steamed veggies. Convenience and affordability has ruled my life for far to long, but ( like an addict) its hard to stop. Ive also come to the realization that i am an emotional eater.That is my reality! My eating is like my emotions, a "free for all roller coaster"!I DO NOT WANT TO EAT MYSELF TO DEATH!!
Now, i am striving to take it 'one day at a time' and celebrate the small victories. So, keeping faith,"forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.( Phil 3:13-14)"
Pray for my endurance and patient
People dont fail for lack of talent, they fail for lack of commitment.. (u got talent,, now what??)~RevRun
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