I'm fat... I know this. this is not shocking news. you forget that I see myself naked every single day. Why do people feel that this is shocking news to you? As though the scale has been holding back from you for years and years! Then one day the scale has grown a conscious and revealed the ugly truth. I'm fat and sadly getting bigger as the days progress. I get tired easily. My heels don't look as cute. Feet swelling. Just one hot mess after another. I'm not crying over it. Ive just com to the realization that I'm going to admit it and deal with it. And yet, there lies the problem. How to deal with it and stick to it? I have no kind of will power or dedication for the long haul. Yet, maybe I am tackling the big picture and i really need to focus on a smaller frame. In church, the pastor spoke about how we need to encourage each other in our wilderness and continuously lift each other up. However, i don't know if i want to allow a person that close to me., But i am failing on my own. I need support. I don't think i can do this alone anymore.
Sometimes you have to encourage yourself.Sometimes you have to speak victory during the test.And no matter how you feel,speak the word and you will be healed;speak over yourself,encourage yourself in the Lord.
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